She calls me muffin. She asks me if I’m happy and because I know it’s important to her whether or not I am, I give her question serious thought.
There’s this thing we call “The Magic” because we’re nauseating like that. It makes us act like we’re stoned even though we’re not. What are we having [...]

I was having a conversation last night about career ambition and the importance of being driven.  I’ve talked before about how I’m not particularly ambitious when it comes to career choices and also about how this seems to clash with other people’s ideas of appropriate life choices. I remember vividly how an ex criticized me [...]

I got to see The Pea and rollermilf the other day and was able to spend an entire night and morning with them. it was awesome and tear-y but mostly awesome.
In other ways though I’m a little torn about the experience. She was so excited to see me and apparently had been jumping around in [...]

A few months back I signed up to take two industry exams scheduled for the beginning of December and I finally got around to studying for it last week. If I pass these two (assuming I finally get that last textbook I need by this weekend) I’ll be certified as something or other and can [...]

I guess I’ve sort of alluded to the end of my relationship with the boi but haven’t really talked about it explicitly. It was difficult to go through that and it was all sorts of complicated and I didn’t quite know what was going on to pare it down succinctly.
The boi had ended things with [...]

I’m worth saving right? Because if I’m not, I’m not sure what the point of anything is. But if I am, how come I keep falling for people who aren’t willing or able to do so? I don’t even need them to succeed, just to keep trying so that I feel like I’m worth the [...]

These days, as I sit back and evaluate my past relationships while watching my parents’ marriage teeter on the brink of collapse, I often wonder about the generational differences in how we approach relationships and marriage. I know my parents will stay together because their marriage has been teetering on the edge for the [...]