Over the past week, I’ve felt as if I am trapped in my own skin. I’ve felt as if there is nothing inside me except rage, frustration, sadness, and pain. For the first time, I’ve really understood why people cut themselves. In the evenings, I have this incredible urge to slice deep [...]

Awesome. Maybe if I don’t talk about this time it will go away. Shhhhh…let’s wait and see.

I quit therapy today. I’m not even going to lie and pretend that this is for the best, but I can’t say that this is not a good idea either. We’ve been doing this little dance since I first started going where I’m never quite sure what I’m looking to get out of [...]

This post has been a long time coming. I am still at a bit of a loss as to how I should write it but I know I will never come up with exactly the right words.
This time last year, I was flailing. I was treading water in the murky ocean but I [...]

I don’t know what exactly I need help with and I don’t know what kind of help I need. All I know is that I need it. I’m open to suggestions as to what kind of help I’m looking for since I’m fresh out of ideas.
Today it was suggested to me [...]

Hopefully writing these things down will help get them out of my head because it truly scares the shit out of me.
Pills. Need to look up what works. Paired with Beringer Private Reserve Cabernet Sauvignon. Empty stomach? No, maybe fried chicken and mashed potatoes. Definitely mashed potatoes. Maybe Chinese. The outfit. Should start with [...]

At some point in time, I broke me. No, wait. The cause is not important so let’s just say, at some point in time, I broke. I’ve written about it before – about not being able to accept this fact. The denial only fed into the problem till I became bloated [...]