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Sing it, sistah! (…sorry)

Okay, I know this is silly and tons of people have probably written about this more eloquently than I can ever hope to stammer out and if you are one of those people who bother to read my tweets, y’all already know how Glee makes my heart feel all funny inside. Having said that, I [...]

Hush little brain, hush

The more I’m out there socializing with other people, the more I’m starting to realize (or at least accept) that I’m one of those people who should not be allowed to be alone with my thoughts. Thinking gets me into all sorts of trouble and should only be done in moderation.
On a [...]

Sprung

Supposedly, people liven up around Spring. I don’t want to accuse people of faking it, but that hasn’t really been my experience. Spring can quite easily be the most awful time for me. Take the past two years for example. Two years ago I sat down on the couch and couldn’t [...]

Pathetic

Pathetic. That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. I don’t know what it is or why it’s happening. I think mostly it’s because I am sick and tired of being single. It’s been a very long time since I’ve had anything remotely resembling intimacy. I miss the little moments. I miss [...]

Corners of my mind

SPOILER ALERT: The following is a tad more serious than posts of late, but it was definitely not written as a pity party. I’ve thrown enough of those for now.

1988 was not a good year. I was in grade 3, Mrs. Hidalgo’s class. The woman was not what one would describe as [...]

Que Sera Sera

What do you want to be when you grow up, they ask. I smile and shrug.
Well, what do you like to do, they ask. I purse my lips and furrow my brows to convey serious contemplation and wait, for curiosity abhors silence and they will fill in the blanks for me. [...]

Lost in a State of Grace

Whenever I get lost in myself, I like to go wandering in the streets, walking in circles with no destination in mind. Last Fall, I did a lot of walking, mostly in the middle of the night. There’s something about the crispness in the air that sharpened my dulled senses. I found [...]