I understand the posts from the past couple of weeks have been rather dark and I do apologize for that. Thanks for coming by anyways even though I’ve been such a Debbie Downer. My new dosage seems to finally be kicking in, or maybe it’s this new plan we’re trying to get me [...]

I don’t know what exactly I need help with and I don’t know what kind of help I need. All I know is that I need it. I’m open to suggestions as to what kind of help I’m looking for since I’m fresh out of ideas.
Today it was suggested to me [...]

Hopefully writing these things down will help get them out of my head because it truly scares the shit out of me.
Pills. Need to look up what works. Paired with Beringer Private Reserve Cabernet Sauvignon. Empty stomach? No, maybe fried chicken and mashed potatoes. Definitely mashed potatoes. Maybe Chinese. The outfit. Should start with [...]

Apologies. It’s been a rough week – a lot of thinking, a lot of crying. I don’t think I want to write about it just yet. I will respond to comments soon. It’s rude of me not to but I’m having trouble with social interactions of any kind. Likewise, I’ll [...]

At some point in time, I broke me. No, wait. The cause is not important so let’s just say, at some point in time, I broke. I’ve written about it before – about not being able to accept this fact. The denial only fed into the problem till I became bloated [...]

For someone who never has change to spare, I have an unnatural fondness for homeless people. This fondness is not some sort of bleeding heart sympathy because let’s face it, my heart doesn’t bleed that easily. Rather, it is a sort of empathy or recognition as though I can see myself in them.
I [...]

I bought a pair of sneakers yesterday and last night when I went to bed, I displayed them on the bedside table. Is that weird?