How do I answer the question, “how are you doing”?
Do I say, “I don’t know, last Friday, I was hanging out in front of a seedy hotel waiting for this guy I met off craigslist.  Did you know that if you put up an ad that states you’re a dyke looking to blow a guy, [...]

our only hope for salvation is…the spork!!

[hat tip]

So, if I’m meeting strangers online and going over to their apartments all because they called me ’slut’, is that reckless?  Yeah, that’s what I thought too.

So twitter, huh?  As if I needed another account and another forum to post things.  Actually, I have two accounts because I like to keep my real life associates away from my blog.  My name is unique enough that I’m really easy to track down (and people have googled me, I wish I knew who) [...]

I feel reckless and self-destructive.  I want to cause chaos, be irresponsible, and leave a trail of destruction behind me.
But I can’t.
I’m not reckless.  It’s not who I am and I have too many hard limits that I will not cross.  Maybe it’s cowardice or maybe I was just raised right.  I wish I could [...]

I feel like I was just here at this hellhole of a life not too long ago and I must say I’m not happy to find myself in it again.  I can’t find my fucking win column.
I wasn’t going to discuss the details of the break up in such a public forum but I am [...]

Last week, I dropped off a deposit cheque for an apartment. I’ve given up my search for wheels and went for an apartment downtown instead. I used to live in a low-rent city and got away with a great downtown one bedroom for pennies so I set my budget rather low when I [...]