It’s a startling discovery the day you realize that the things you want and the things you seek are completely different. I have certain…proclivities…that I’ve always acknowledged as some of my basest desires and defended it as something safe, sane, and normal. Yesterday I realized that it’s none of those things. What I’ve sought, what [...]

I’m being haunted. I don’t really know by what but it follows me around like the plot of some bad horror movie except this doesn’t end in 90 minutes. It’s this constant fear. At times looming over me. At times lurking in the corner. 
I don’t feel safe at all – with anyone, anywhere. It’s terrifying to [...]

It’s no secret that I’m unhappy. These days, it seems the more I try to turn that around and the more I try to find ways to distract myself and find activities to do, the more unhappy I get. The momentary distractions seem to amplify the pointlessness of everything. It reminds me of [...]

For someone who is generally averse to joining things, I’ve certainly been proving otherwise of late.  My latest is signing up for a car-share program so that I can ferry myself across town for weekly beach volleyball sessions with a bunch of my brother’s friends.  I signed up with Zipcar just so I can get [...]

Now that the warmer weather is upon us, I decided to join a local gym to make use of their treadmills. The warmth re-inspired me to take-up the pointless activity of running and I was prepared to set out to the park until I remembered how I loathe to exert myself in the heat while [...]

In an effort to resuscitate my supermodel career, I decided I needed the proper motivation to get me working out something more than my beer arm and what better way to do that than through potential embarrassment! Therefore, I followed a relative of mine and signed up for a 50k bike ride for the Heart [...]

This is how I spent my Thursday evening and no, I did not participate in booing Billy Bob out of Canada.  It was sort of a bittersweet night but still incredible.  I can die a happy woman.
Willie Nelson and Ray Price singing Crazy  
(Apologies for the poor sound quality and the screaming crowd.  This was [...]